hello im back, after less than a week, isnt that an improvement! i told you i wont let this die. well things have been rather shitty on my side of the bed/world/tampines whatever you wna call it. i've been super MIA cause i've been feeling really shitty. having bad dreams, bad quarrells, bad entertainment, bad life etc etc. and right now im listening to the man of the moment, justin timberHOT. hahaha.

ok there was an interval just now. the argument reached a climax and its really bad. i think we have reached the point of no return. you shouldnt have said the things you said, it was extremely hurtful. never did i imagine, that i would be so vulnerable to your actions/words. even if it is the L-word, the god damn mother fucking four letter words, it doesnt really matter anymore does it? and i'll try not to bitch too much about you, but who am i trying to kid? do you think i am THAT stupid. what do you take me for? ok, this sounds like a pep talk i need before the break-up speech. hahaha.

anyway, today was quite alright ( apart from the melodrama, which i hope will not be a prelude to my holidays ) i wasnt that bored. talked to justin, arnold and nora so it wasnt all that bad (: yupp! played hang man with justin and arnold. i love stupid games. oh whatever has happened to charade! and then i met a HOT HOT HOT BOY. OMG he's definitely bringing sexy back. he's chinese but looks eurasian, weirdly. maybe because of his (fake) blond/brunette locks. i know sounds gay. but still, he's hot la. omgz. sometimes i wish i didnt know how to appreciate beauty as much. sigh

well thats all kids, oh wait my horoscope:

Your stubbornness could get the best of you -- watch your step to prevent it. Are you really hearing what this person is trying to tell you, or are you just hearing that their ideas are different from yours? Pay attention.

oh my, im pretty sure i heard him correctly.