yellow!

today marks the first day of post break up. shouldnt there be an after party for this kind of events? i mean important events always have after parties and im pretty sure break ups can be classified under the list of emotionally scarring events. today i ate and i ate and i ate and i ate, never ending i tell you. i felt like those squirrels who collect food for the coming winter, except i was storing it at all the wrong places ( in my thighs, tummies and whatnot ) and more importantly there is no winter. did you read the papers? the bit about the brazilian model who died from anorexia? Girls have this obsession about being skinny. REALLY skinny, i think even stick-thin wouldnt give justice to the thiness some of us dream of, maybe more like a line-drawn-with-a-sharp-2B-pencil thin. i mean we're talking about a size 00. (although, it's quite unbelievable considering the fact that in school we learn that the number after 0 is -1.) the importance of eating enough to survive while phrases like "a moment at the lips is a lifetime at the hips" continuously resound in our head. the importance of having bones clearly visible/protruding at the appropriate places. it can be tough being a girl you know. but hey, i've got a plan why dont we all just walk around with x-ray prints stuck to ourselves?

don't feed me with your bullshit, clearly the trees along the road are in dire need of it. Not me, so save it ok.

hard life i tell you, like dog.

hanabanana
xxxzzz